Moving On

I get bored and think I'm langston hughes lol wrote this a while back, don't know why I'm just now posting it check it out... I never wanted to but I have to, moving on...unfortunately without you. Time passed and I didn't want to let go, it was pictures still in my phone and voicemails I left alone. A love that was so divine has gone so wrong. How is it days go by and you don't ring my phone, I call and feel like I'm bugging so I'll just leave you alone. Hurt in my heart brings me to question your own. Do you feel how I'm feeling? Hurt how I'd hurt? Or was i love you just a phrase you would blurt. Not truly knowing the facts I can only go off assumptions...all that time has got to stand for somethin. Its been 3 days and I haven't heard your voice, not a text, not a chirp so I write and it hurts..."am i that easily forgotten" cause your damn sure not. I sit in my room just me and my thoughts..."how is she? does she miss me? I wanna call but I'll be damned if she diss me" these questions asked frequently, until I sat down and had a real conversation with the "inner" me "yo you did all you could do, tried to treat her like a queen, yeah i know you thought she was the woman of your dreams, yeah i see your hurt but it aint as bad as it seems, thank god for the memories and neglect the bad dreams, and remember how this felt so it can no longer be said that you, David Benjamin Thomas "did that same shit to me" so with that being said, let your mind get some rest..unfortunately this came to defrost that ice box in your chest

Content???

Someone told me "your never content, what exactly do you want" and of course I couldn't answer that immediately, but in one of those random silent moments when your mind wonders and you kindof helpless as to where it goes....yeah, yall know how that is. I feel like never being "content" isn't bad, when people become content, it always seems to lead to becoming complacent, stagnant, in a sense. In everything we do there's always a step or opportunity to take it to the next level, a step further. Constant betterment is a major key to success (in my opinion).

P.S this popular slogan drives me
"Good, better, best...never let it rest until your good is better and your better is best"

I'm out yall, until next time...let's continue to improve AAAYYYEEE!!!!

Summers Review

I'll start by saying that summer is never long enough. May started off crazy, between my Ex and hooping...I was all over the place forreal. Time goes on as we all know, me and lance def devoted a lot of time to just getting better and we should def see improvements on the floor this year. Now I'm at summers end, moving in a couple days, still grinding...hooping and I love it. Got stronger mentally, physically and can really see growth all around. Summer filled with improvements, love and hella traveling lol...Off the court, this single life is overrated. Personally I'd rather be Chillin at the crib with a special someone then get bopped on by a bunch of locals that I wouldn't waste free minutes on. Summer has brought clarity and I def don't just "settle" but until that "one" comes back around I'll continue to hit the club, sipping and clowning wit the bros...I'd love a reason to stay in tho...nevertheless I know what I want and what at I need in just about every aspect...thank you summer, I know thus was random but that's what this is for lol I'LL HOLLA...

Mind Aroused

hey yall, this is my second blog. A newer day and a lot of new things jumping off!!! Just sharing my opinion, BBL